Sunday, January 27, 2019

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for saving me.




I dedicate this especially to my beautiful and loving sister Jo. Who has always been there for me. No judgement and asking nothing in return.  I thank you so so so much. Thank you, sister mine.  I love you with all my heart. 

Thank you for your exquisite suffering. 


I wanted to thank a few someones for holding me through some rough times. How could I show gratitude for their wisdom and stamina and insistent Love? How could I hail their SANITY? Everything I wanted to say seemed feeble and self-centric because it wasn’t so much about how they’d saved me, or how their Love made my healing more possible, it was about the quality of their being. Who they were/are, and everything they’d gone through to earn the wisdom that they poured on me with such generosity. 
Every healer has been wounded and initiated themselves with their own concoction. This is my gratitude for the one(s) who shared their supplies with me.

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When someone gives you their medicine first notice: how it smoothes your shattered edges. Then: how they placed hope into you so precisely it seems that they brought it back from your future.
And the ultimate blessing: when they walk with you so steadily, so full of Faith in your Life Force that they're-set you to your original channel of Love. They do not let you fall back asleep. They remind you one more time and one more time and one more time that you belong and you are wanted and needed and you are God’s sunrise. Their certainty is your restoration.
How can you thank another human for that Holy showing? Your life is beyond words. But now that you are stronger, reach deep into the natural order of things and with your hewn respect thank them for their own exquisite suffering. Pay homage for the terror they wrestled into Grace and the doubt they digested into crops of Blessings. Thank them for the pain they churned with their mercy-begging for so very long. Kiss their precious addiction on the mouth. Look them in the eyes and thank them for befriending the demons who live on the bridge to becoming The Blessed. They’ve done the work, mortified and lost, maybe even more lost than you. 
Be in awe.Revere.Bow. And stay there long enough to see how someone's unearthed and cut jewel became your beautiful latitude.





PS: Thank someone for saving you that one time… you know the one.  xo

Wednesday, January 23, 2019

13 Signs of Being Ungrounded

Tuesday, January 22, 2019

Oneness





As I speak to her, I can feel her vibration shifting. It leaves me mesmerized to witness another person evolve so rapidly... how sometimes all we need is a place to be heard. A place where one can offer insight and a new framework of mind to help shift what is, into what can be. .
As I spoke to her, the minutes flew by and I just sat in total awe of the unfolding of everything. And the message comes through so strong and clear; what we endure, the trauma and the roadblocks we sometimes experience are there to push us deeper into what our destiny requires of us. Becoming conscious of these new areas of focus is not easy; awakening is not easy. Being “conscious” is not easy; but if we want to shift our life, our lifestyle, our state of being— we must intentionally choose our next thought and our next thought and our next and next to prevent ourselves from going on auto pilot. If we desire to avoid those things that bring us out of alignment consistently, we must become the energy and presence we wish to feel. No one can do it for us; and we need something more than shifting our outside pieces — often we must shift our internal pierces to feel better. To bring about true transformation... I am so grateful for this life and all that I have been called to do. No matter what you may be experiencing, you must know that your pain IS being turned into power in this now. You are transforming into the YOU that you are proud to be. YOU deserve it! We are here, for divine purpose and we are using the tools available to us to help merge into newness. Together ❤️

Monday, January 21, 2019

5 Ways to Invoke the Fiery Power of Saint Brigid

 

1) Treat yourself
Imbolc is a last call for bear medicine. If you haven’t rested enough, take the next few weeks to honor the cycle. Eat whole foods, take long walks, engage in deep meditation and relaxation. It’s important to treat yourself to alone time before spring arrives so you may greet it with renewed vigor. Indulge in unaccounted space to breathe and soak in warm baths surrounded by gentle candlelight.
2) Clean your energetic (and physical) home
On the flipside, if you have rested and are feeling anxious to move into spring, Imbolc is also an invitation to get your shit together, energetically speaking of course. Many magical practitioners take Imbolc off from their day jobs to stay home and clean, organize bills, rearrange the home, and prioritize personal projects. The besom or broom is one of the symbols of Imbolc because it’s figuratively a time of cleaning up your inner sanctuary. Doing this will sweep out old patterns and motivate you to think better, do better, and be better.

3) Light a fire
In the olden days in Europe, they would light fire in every form on Imbolc, creating huge blazes. That’s what Imbolc is to me – the fanning of my flame, the reminder of my inner fire, and a burst of energy to clear out and clean up. Build a bonfire (or a fire in your fireplace), casting into the flames what you’re ready to surrender. This is a time to detox and cleanse the spirit. What are you releasing right now? Write it down on a piece of paper, and watch it burn. Give anything that is ready to leave over to the flames. Remember: be smart, burn safely. There is actually an Imbolc fire festival.


4) Set intentions with candle magic
Imbolc is also a time to work with candle magic! When you invoke the energy of the fire element, you illuminate your intentions with power. Think about blowing out the candles on your birthday cake! Candle magic takes nothing more than your chosen candle, a flame, and the power of your intention to invoke its power. Add a genuine mantra of gratitude to Brigid in front of the flame, and watch your intentions manifest throughout  the coming months.
5) Honor yourself
The best way to rekindle your fire is by acknowledging your many gifts and celebrating them. Honoring yourself in this way also allows you to see what isn’t working for you – including those negative thoughts that keep you from realizing your full potential. Celebrate by honoring your individuality! Have you ever purchased a unique outfit you would be self-conscious to wear in public? Put it on! Do you have a guilty pleasure movie you only watch in private? Invite your friends over to bask in the novelty of it. Do you have a hidden talent you were too afraid to express or nurture? Try it out. Imbolc is a time of releasing negativity and making way for the new. A way to rekindle your inner fire is by igniting your dormant, but very real qualities. Do whatever makes you unique and special and celebrate it. Honor the brilliance of your own spirit.
In closing
During Imbolc, embrace the warrioress within and explore the uncharted expanses of your heart without fear. Sweep out what isn’t serving you, and get ready to welcome the promise of spring with a spirit that is energized from winter rest. Express your gratitude to Brigid for the simplicity and beauty she brings to Earth – the green grass under your feet, the still waters, wide rivers, and flowering blossoms of new life.


Blessings my dear ones. May you embrace the warrioress or warrior within this year. Imbolic is on Friday February 1st.

A'ho
The Gypsy Glam Lexa